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RINA TEO
SIMPLE STUPID DUMB
03 DECEMBER 1992
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messy.

Sunday, February 28, 2010 11:24 PM

having to plan everything for ur precious brother.
dad and aunt came with the idea of letting ur precious brother to let ur cousin tutor.

how will you think?
- suspecting my capabilities.

i dont know if its a good or bad thing.
but, i dont feel that awesome.
having my mood back on track.
there you go telling me, look after sean tmr.
nice. so i'm ur maid. i got no plans?
i dont know. but i dont like to be treated like that.
i dont know what's wrong. but, couldn't get along well with dad these days.
yesterday was the other one.

anyway, thanks for all the encouragement and motivation though i cant stop ranting.

while waiting for sean to do his maths question.
made some thoughts.
perhaps, i shouldn't have think at all and maybe be my sleeping ugly.
people who knows me well would realise that i tink super loads of things.
i do not like that part of me.
it makes me messy and in addition, words couldn't express those messiness.
when it's messy, i just prefer to keep it to myself.

i do not why its like that now.
and.
it doesn't feel good.

if it's like a messy hair, at least somebody would tidy it up for me.
however, it's no longer like that i guess.
if a simple "i don't know" could solve the problem, how great can it be.

i'm sorry.
i don't know. =S

however, i still hope you can continue to smile like there's no tomorrow.