SIMPLE STUPID DUMB
03 DECEMBER 1992
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so far so good.Thursday, April 29, 2010 12:19 AMthanks for the concern my friends.appreciate it. but i'm fine. and i will be good. for the sake of my precious darling! here i blogg! :D everything's looking fine from the outside. yet, i believe, there're still doubts. hope it can be clearedd soon. and our family can be happily ever after. sean, still as lazy and uninitiated. so, f.o.r.g.e.t i.t. anyway, thanks Desmond for the idea. appreciate manies!! (: manage to wake up not very on time to make u breakfast. hees! hope it's edible =x your phone got replacedd! :D the ribbons are SUPPAAARRRR LOVEEEESSS! :D ________ YOU! finally, we get to watch haiipaii! hah! not bad day. erms. school work wise. cmsk sucked. producing ideas are never easy. little bits and pieces to catch up during the weekends! :D and i'm readdy for it! go rina! i'm also a human.Monday, April 26, 2010 7:01 PMstarted a day great with my ham sandwich as breakfast.dad fetched me to school and we talked. he shared about some things mum shouldn't have done. well, i did not comment much but just lend a pair of listening ears. cos afterall, its adult matter. if i were to poke in, it wouldn't be fair to mum at the same time, causing things to be worst. school. i see workload piling~ i feel tensed up. at the same time, i'm thinking how i can squeeze time to help him with his work as during the weekends, he havent been doing alot of work. groupings problem. i seriously have no idea what to do. becos i feel that i'm not in a position to do any allocation. i wanna help, but i'm helpless. while paying full attention in class, mummy bombed me with tonnes of message. talking about what dad told me in the morning. i wanted to reply but every word i type may hurt or somewhat cause misunderstanding. moreover, i'm paying attention in class! it's php for god sake. i don't know how i can help. for every msg mum sends me, my heart aches. but all i can do was to sighh and continue listening in class. i thought i could share with you after lesson. but u're busy. so it's alright. home. i smell a weird smell coming from the kitchen. sean was microwaving cheese. goodness. i went to my room. GRACIOUS! one sentence, "sean had a parrty in my room." a boy who is takiing his psle in less than 5 months who can't do maths, english, chinese and science properly is having party in his sister's room. isn't it amazing! for godsake, it's the 2nd time. my room. it is my room. do u have any sense of respect for me? i'm so dead fucking tired and all i get from u is this. i'm thinking how i can squeeze time to help u in ur studies. and, u dont do the work i give you. reason being, you cant find the book. ur own book, u cant find who is gonna fuckingly find it for u? we do not have a maid. u dont contribute in housework. u talk to me about basic courtesy. u reflect on urself before speaking any ass word. u bring ur friend to a party, with brains, at least clean up the mess. u know how tired is mummy after work. i'm tired. yupps. a change in me. they are all right. i guess, i'm no longer that strong. maybe after breaking down, i will feel better. Sunday, April 25, 2010 2:18 AMi tink i update tmr. hees!mentally as well as physically.Thursday, April 22, 2010 11:10 PMits the first week of a new semester.workloads are piling. dad's documents to be done. sean's study to monitor. i'm really trying my best. today, i've already set a target for myself to complete some school work. but after helping daddy, it's already 11 plus. and facial expression now is --> =.= tired. sean studies haven't been really good. it's hard to monitor when i gotta toggle between school work and his work. and yes, honestly, i'm still in holiday mood. so good luck to me. received my dlist award ceremony letter today. showed mummy daddy. the smile on their face definitely shows that my hard work are paid off. :D and what made me really happy is they're attending!! :D and yes, no time to waste. it's time to get serious anddd GO GO GO! (: though things weren't that smooth these days. and days were not like the past, life still goes on. if changes of myself affected you all, my apologies. but i would like to say, i'm a human, i have feelings, i have emotions. what you have, i have too. and, thanks for being there always. & your breakfast! :D oh yes. quan korkor came down to settle some company event! thanks IITSC for the help! Appreciate many many! :D i hope the event can run smoothly. lunch treat by quan. together with big head and big head's classmate. (: overall.Monday, April 19, 2010 10:47 PMwell.. havent been updating for a long while.so i shall briefly say what has happened these days ya. :D have been busy with Week 0 last wednesday to friday. i was in charge of C268! honoured to have them. great to know every single of them! :D i hope you guys enjoyed ur 3 days as well as the following 3 yrs in tp alrights! :D must rmb ur 5 OLs okay! (x hmmms. i thought retreat was saturday. but its sunday! ): so sadly, gotta give it a miss! but but. went K with cousins and family! had loads of fun and joy! :D havent been gathering for a long while. (: hmmms. den head off to vivo. fetched him home. and yupps! :D hmmms. first day of school today! TIRING~ i tink i'm kinda lost of WAD. ): HCI is currently alrights! IN3D is kinda interesting! DBIS so so bahhs~? heavy rainnn. yeahs. all i have for now. CANT I GET MY OWN LIFE?!Monday, April 12, 2010 7:17 PMWHAT NOW?when u reach home. u rant non-stop. say i never do ur blogshop. now, i researching for ur stuff, say i whole day use computer. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? u're not happy because i keep going out, never spend time with family. i good girl now stay at home help you iron clothes vacuum floor wash toilet. this is all i get. WHAT YOU WANT! and u think making a blogshop very easy? you need maintainance and stuff. and. you are so demanding. you think so easy, YOU COME DO LARH! the one maintaining is NOT you! and. what. reach home. watch tv. do ur crotchet. draw 4D. play mahjong. i know u're tired after a day's work. you need some rest. but. you don't even plan your stuff properly. aren't you suppose to get ur priorities right? aren't u suppose to get the housechores done before doing ur own stuff. when household pile up, i get the blame again. just tell me what more do you want from me. i'm so sick and tired. bluees?6:57 PMmorning with MAOMAO!breakfast -- beehoon! , soyabean! , eggtart! :D den played monopoly deal. now i kinda know the game better!! :D FUN lehs. =x hees. by right, going on ju on movie with shirley peggy carmen. due to yesterday's incident, i decided to stay at home. sorry for the last minute cannot make it ya! i will confirm pay u all back one horror movie. SUMPAH! had a long nap! =x dennn... -VACUUMED THE FLOOR! - IRON MY CLOTHES! - WASHED THE BASIN & TOILET BOWL! - PACKED MY CUPBOARD! - PACKED MY CAMP STUFF! :D pretty fulfilling day~ and. i tink i getting stickier. ZOR MOR BANNNS! ): lost for words.Sunday, April 11, 2010 7:34 PMwent to gong ming shan to bai bai today.was glad that most of us turned up! ah ma must be very happy. on the way there, had heavy traffic jam. weather was horrendous! havent been catching up with cousinsssss for a long time! :DD *happies! chilled at kopitiam while waiting for godpapa's bus. he changed to the old school, school bus! it's damn cool can! :D bused to Eunos. adults having mass cleaning for ji gong's room. cos got baat satt! most of us was like half dead. making ourself comfortable on beds and sofa. it's kinda cute i thought. it kinda bring back the childhood feel. :D then.. decided to go out have some desserts. and this is when good things gone bad. i'm sorry if u guys' mood have been spoilt because of me and my brother. SORRY! ): i so wanna follow you all! but daddy very angry. sorry. and sean was HORRENDOUS! sighhh~ dad must be heartbroken now. do u know how much it hurt to say i hate you ? i've never seen daddy so fierce before. he even pushed his head. ): i dont like. it's so scary. now mum and dad is missing while sean is snoring ahead. good life. FUNFriday, April 9, 2010 11:31 PMrefresh was great! :Dteam named ROJAK! created by KOK PENG! hah! consist of majority Alvo. Glad to meet more pple! iScream gather with Alvo together with other lovely guys! :D back to school. stayed in school. (: how i was poisoned.Tuesday, April 6, 2010 11:44 PM the POISONED fried rice. =S  thank you. *LOVES! :D MAKANAHHHS!Monday, April 5, 2010 11:34 PMmet you. had mushroom O. school you. meet dane dawn nich sean. egg prata, prata kosong & teh tarik @ jalan kayu. great prata session thanks to: -the organiser, DAWN. -the eaters, DANE/DANIAL/VICTOR/ERIC/NICHOLAS/SEAN and.. meet you AGAIN!#$% haha. what a good ________ (heh!) meet koko crunch at engine school. off we go! :D CARAMEL BUTTERSCOTCH @ Blic! today.  KOKO CRUNCH! KEAR TIAN SENG!a trip to the cemetry.Friday, April 2, 2010 11:57 PMwent to sao mu today.i dont know what sao mu is called in english. basically to clean up the tombstone and pray our ancestors ehs. wasn't really a good day for me! Mum nagged at me for the whole morning for god knows what reasons! having badddd aches ): *almost die-ded. raining. smokeyy. thristty. yeahs. but once a year. it's worth it ehs. *MISSMENTATION! <3 fulfilling :D11:48 PMALVO OUTING #2 commenced on O1 april and i tell you this is no fool! :D i shall say the turnout was more than expected. Thanks people! I hope you guys enjoyed yourself in some way or the other ya! and i'm truly sorry if it was a little delayed here and there.
fulfilling day! i really truly enjoyed myself! thanks people! :D i hope you guys enjoyed too yo! if there's any like unhappy things, i sincerely apologise ya.
goodbye March!Thursday, April 1, 2010 1:36 AMit's fool's day today!fast; superly, ultraly. well, my March was pretty a good one. cos it's holidays! :D and i did a few fruitful things. furthermore, this time it's with the companion of someone. it's different. and, good thing is, it's different but, i'm lovin' it! :D also, i'm sorry if my "not myself" personality affected you guys. but i'm fine. so, stop thinking about it. :D let's wave hello to APRIL! (x Voluntary @ EA! :D12:21 AMHaven't been updating for a while due to my hectic schedule.hmmms. You must be thinking what am i busy with during the holidays ya! I'm BUSY PLAYING! :D hees! Actually not only am i busy playing, but also, making good use of my holidays to help the needies! For the past few days, I'm down for Voluntary Work organised by the Eurasian Association. Dane called me a few days back before the actual voluntary date to ask if I'm interested. So, why not? :D At first, i'm pretty nervous! first, I haven't been to Eurasian Association Centre which is situated at Ceylon Road. (*right opposite the president's house!) Second, Dane and i are doing this for the very first time and we knew no one! Third, we do not really know what to do and how we can help! However, things weren't that bad! We're early and we sat at the lobby to wait for Ms Florence. The friendly security guard approached us to see if he can help and stuff. We have never seen Ms Florence, and, we do not know how "monsterous" she was. hah! Not long after our wait, HERE SHE COMES! a very nice smiley lady! :D she asked us to proceed to the carpark where the two other volunteers would guide us what to do. and they are the lovely Uncle David and Aunty Aileen! (: After introducing, we load up the rations to the van! (*honestly, it's pretty heavy!) But, I'm a STRONG GIRL! (; and, after Aunty Aileen finish checking the list with Ms Flo, OFF WE GO! :D *exciteddd! :D by the way, our job scope is to just pass the rations to the needies. :D so it's kinda easy! and most of the places we went were the West area. everything went almost well and weather was alright for the first day. it was when we pushed the tv into the hdb building when the sky started to cry! and thankgod, that was our last stop for the day! :D and for the second day, the weather's treatment wasn't really good towards us. ): it raineddd and most of the rations we carried to them are a little wet. wet as in the plastic bagg. sorry about that! From this voluntary experience, not only have i helped to give out the rations, I've also gained alot of real life experience and did reflections during the long van ride from house to house. 1. Proud to say, though the event is organised by the Eurasian Association for the Eurasians, Dane and I who are not Eurasians actually helped. we are aware that the popularity rate in Eurasians are pretty low so, we seldom the chance to meet the Eurasians. and this is a good opportunity to gain more understanding about Eurasians! :D Singapore is a multi-racial country yo! :D After sending the rations to them, the smiles shown on their faces and the way they thank us warms my heart. They're nice people. :D YES YES!! andd! some even invited us into their house for a drink! :D but we've got other places to go, so we gotta say sorry. AND AND!! one of the guy i will not forget! the guy was waving to us all the way till our van went out of the carpark. it's so sweet cann!! (x 2. As the distance between each house are a little far away, we actually get to do some sight seeing. and from that, i realised that we all used to claim that Singapore is small. Actually there are many places we havent exploredd! There are several beautiful sights in the west area! :D So, thinking about that, yes, Singapore is indeed small as compared to the other countries. But, how well do we Singaporeans know about our area? 3. After living for 17 years, i have never ever visit a one room flat before. Those apartment which face each other door to door and have a darkk corridor. It's cool yo! *though its a little creepy! =x 4. Clean and Green Singapore. I was horrified to witness the messy void decks and corridors of certain estates of the west. They even had NTUC trolleys lying dead on the void decks. Looking at the state of the horrendous mess, i guess they do not have any cleaners to clean for them. and now, i know how important these cleaners are! and seriously, everyone plays a part to keep our country clean! 5. It was the last stop before it's end of the event. I must say that, that place is a really homely and lively neighbourhood. It brings a little flavour of the kampong style. :D the little cute kids were sitting on the stair case eating and playing. Big brothers of the kids are playing their guitar, singing along, big sister are babysitting their younger siblings, some are running about. This is what we no longer get in the east area. ): not only east area but Singapore. Children nowadays are locking themself in the room, glueing their eyes to the screen of computers playing computer games. How can we bring back the old times? the old flavour? ): *ponders it was a truly awesome and fruitful experience! Thank you Ms Josephine for telling us about this event and of course, the event wouldn't make possible without Ms Florence, Uncle David, Auntie Aileen and Dane! :D |