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RINA TEO
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03 DECEMBER 1992
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goodbye.

Friday, October 29, 2010 8:38 PM

yupps. first week of school.
many things happened.
studies well, everything is going on fine.
new classmates.
kinda miss my old classmates.
but well, we still have lunch together.
and our cds is the same! :D

monday- i thought was a happy day.
we cleared and cried and solved. - under the rain.
tuesday- went facial.
wednesday- went to jia wawa. and. things are never the same again.
thursday- spectacled. almost went crazy.
friday- ideation is fun! :D cmsk2 teacher is cool. i loike. (:
trying to be back in placed.

though things are real bad now, in my terms.
mental struggle i guess.
saying i'm good when i'm not at all.
i will be fine over time i guess.
cos no matter what is done or decided, things will be no longer the same.
change i guess. not that i dint change.
but every change is scary and hard to accept.
or perhaps its just me.

anyways, loads of thanks to ts, three lovely gorguss, dane and danial, mummy daddy, korkors and everyone for the concern. i will be good. time heals all wound. (though it's pretty a deep cut this time)

time for mr gpa. (:
and. get registered for driving license!
and many more stuff!

and another sad news is, i'll no longer be blogging/msn that often. cos i tink life would be study study and nothin much exciting about. so yupps, this shouldn't be an emo blog. cos it's so not me. and i wouldn't want my emo rantings to cause any unnecessary misunderstanding/trouble.
but i'll be doing some sharing via tumblr.

interested party can just follow me at:
http://www.tat-bittersweet.tumblr.com/

*tat refering to teo ahtoot.

take care my friends! :D
pls keep smiling and be great ya! (:
though life sucks big time, but life is still life.
sad: we gotta get through. happy: we also gotta get through.
so may as well go through happily rights? :D

though i don't feel very warmth, but i would give everyone the very little warmth i'm left with! :D be good, people! yupps. see you when i see you! (:

first love.

8:06 PM


27 oct. everything ended.
10 months plus.
say long not long say short not short.

but every moment we spent together is genuine.
thank you for everything.

the last time i can address you as my silly boy. mousey. maomao. qin ai de.
yupps.
i will never forget how i pull your tiny ears, pinch your oily nose and mess your tall tower. (:
your pringles magic. playing monopoly deal in seashell park midnight. accompanying you to write your report. how you fart. how we watched our first movie - Alice in the wonderland. your/my first greedy hug on 10jan. going vivo like almost everyweek bcos of your lg phone. burger king. how we take turns to cycle to sea shell park to catch the sun rise. how you snore. how we have so so so many things we wanna go and do together. taking the wrong bus. under the rain in henderson wave. talking for 4 hours in pasir ris park. apples/kinderjoy/plaster. cooking and down the list.

great memories that can never be forgotten.

yupps.
i hope this will make us better.
i'll be the great friend of yours and vice versa yupps.
we'll be good.
take care, stupid.
keep smiling. (:

i love you.

dearest girls! :D

Saturday, October 23, 2010 12:06 AM

its a very random sudden meet up.
cos one fine day i was asking for sleeping remedies from shirley.
and we realised that we really havent been meeting since ages.
and it's kinda hard to meet up cos of our schedule.

and suppose to meet ekia kakee today de.
i'm sorry girl! ): i will meet you realy really soon okayy! :D

met carmen in the train den to orchard to meet shirley. (:
hahaa. we talked and shared ALOT.
life was somehow changing for us. perhaps, particularly me and peg?
haha. it's funny lah! :D had ja jeong myon! ;D
our usual catch up place. cheap yummy and filling! :D
haha! and the world is real small. shall be a secret ;p
and somehow, peg and i falls under the same category! same frequency uh! haaa!

and. went to tcc. my first time.
had peachy sunrise.
chilled and slacked and.
haha! shirley performed magic!
sugar magic! hahahaa! :D

she's super funny uh! will upload pic once they sent me! :D
though it's a pretty short day, i really had a lot of fun and warmth from you girls.
thank youu! i love you girls mann!
remember, i wil be good. so don't worry okay!
and shirley. don't try threaten me with scary movies. it wouldn't work. (:

hope tonight will be a able to sleep night? =S
rina, be good.

Friday, October 22, 2010 3:57 PM

it's not getting any better either, is it?
you may get distinctions for your entire life.
but how good can it be when you can't even settle your love life.
oh rina. you're pathetic.
if love life is like a casette player,
we can as and when rewind as we wish.

1:36 AM

the worst thing ever is
when you feel like crying, your tears just dont come out.

1:33 AM

it all went wrong.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 12:06 AM

oh yes. one more!
finally, i managed to kick my brother outa my room!
HOOOORRAYYYY! :D

life's getting better!

Monday, October 18, 2010 11:52 PM

everything is kinda back on track now.
(:

sleeping better.
eating better.
more or less, a proper life now. (:

little boy is up the mountain enjoying his life.
hopes that he don't play till he forgets his girlfriend uh!
heh.

and, hope that we'll have a long way to go.
no more arguments, lala~

kinda weird that he's not around.
cos my phone can DON'T RING AT ALL!

but thanks to dearest Kok Peng and Dane.
haha. who kinda give me surprise by ringing me up!
thanks guys! :D

though it's like a short few minutes, hours.
i really appreciate it! :D

(though, Dane call me not sincerely but accidentally)

*also, i've got teoyore! :D

haha!
next, SCHOOL!
SHIT.
I'M NOT READY. ):

i want shopping.
shoes, bags, clothes, ah neh bangles!
down the list!

blah blah.
and little boy came online just now!
heh! shocked. but happy.
heh. (mean that he dint forget me!)
*NOITATNEMSSiM

Thursday, October 14, 2010 8:06 AM



this is something i will not capture everyday.
because most of the time, i only wake up in the afternoon.
be guilty rina!

slept at 4.30 after trying to sleep at 2 plus.
mummy came into my room. and we just talk for 2 hours continuosly.
woke up at 6.30.
couldnt sleep. so went for a morning jog.
just finish bathing and drank a cup of milk.

life will be good, rina!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 11:57 PM


7:34 PM

what was the root of all this despair?
was it psychological?
temporal?
genetic?
cultural?
astrological?
artistic?
evolutionary?
karmic?
hormonal?
dietary?
philosophical?
seasonal?
environmental?

oh god.

Monday, October 11, 2010 2:01 AM

to be blogging at this hour shows that nothing is right.
i'm awfully tired and this is my 5th night? (i lost count) that i cant get to sleep.
and what's worst? i wet my bed. not what you're thinking, but just in a nicer term wet.
anyway, tv programs scripts have proven that girls live longer because they know how to cry.
so it's not exactly a bad ting that i wet my bed! oh well~ perhaps i'm tired of being that strong girl wanna-be?

anyway, let me talk briefly about the title, oh god!
(since i cant sleep, just bear with me. anyway, its some sharing.)
read a few chapters of eat pray love after watching the movie today, i'm kinda in love with that.
i read this part about god.
so common question people would ask. what do you believe in?
could be jesus, whoever whoever.
but the author's answer is, Marvelous GOD! isn't it cool~
as in though she herself is a christian, but there're no biasness or prejudice at all.
i tink that's a beautiful answer!

this author actually prayed on the floor in her bathroom almost everynight!
cos she is really desperate for answers. of her life.
and everytime, she would say i need an answer desperately with tears on her face.
and she realise whenver she say god, please tell me what to do! abruptly, she ffinds that she's not crying anymore. instead of usual scenes where the devil and angels comes out, its more of true wisdom. true wisdom gives the only possible answer at any given moment.

"go back to bed, said this omniscent interior voice, because you dont need to know the final answer.
go back to bed, because i love you.
go back to bed, because the only thing you need to do now is get some rest and take good care of yourself until you know the answers.
go back to bed, so that when the tempest comes, you'll be strong eenough to deal with it."

i tink this is lovely~ with that in mind, tried to make myself to sleep, so i wouldn't think that much. but, i'm here so it's obvious that it had FAILED.

but oh well~ maybe should just get some sleeping pills? hah!

anyway, expected a way better for the one and only 101010.
but. oh well.
oh well.
oh well.

yupps, i did the most pathetic thing i should ever do to uphold my principles.
disappointing~

hope everything will be better as time passes.
but honestly speaking. this time is really tough.
painful.
sour.
challenging.

"MY MARVELOUS GOD I NEED AN ANSWER!"

let eat pray and love and hope that life really really gets better.

a smile.

Thursday, October 7, 2010 11:57 PM

"By now you've perfected the smile, for it hides your insecurities. It hides your anger and your sorrow, your sadness and your envy. A smile hides those tears you cried last night and that broken heart refuses to heal. It hides your flaws and regrets. It hides your pain and your fears. Your hate and your jealousy. A smile hides who you really are."

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life would be better in school.

11:29 PM

hoh! psle mother tongue paper tmr.
so far, sean feels that exam have been good.
so that's great. hope he can really score well.

have been cooped at home for the entire week and whole of last week.
other than yesterday night.
going through problem sums, synthesis, comprehension, lalala~
and seriously, i will say, sean, xin ku ni le!
me mysef dint even study that hard when i was in my primary days. hah!

other than teaching and cooking.
never follow up with housework.
cos i'm not feeling that good.
and the reason is the LAZY BUG INFLUENZA~
it's that BAD okay!
i tink i've been sleeping too much till i've got frequent giddy
and my tummy have been experimenting in the middle of the night.
what i meant experimenting is, u know when u tummy start having weird sounds like what you hear in the chemistry lab when u boil a testube. HAH! that's the feeling.

yesterday aftternoon was real bad. almost died~
choked a panadol.
drown myself with warm water.
had soup with rice.
basically, gotta get a bland diet.

maybe i havent been taking good care of myself.
and i jolly well know that i'm lacking of exercise.
but it's lazy bug controlling me! =s

ayway, Sean's exam gonna be over! i can go shopping!
and shopping = BEST FORM OF EXERCISE!
by then confirm recover 101%!
hehe!

anyway, yesterday went to irving's chalet after feeling way better.
havent been catching up for a long while. glad seeing them.
having shared Nic Soon's experience. woah~ i really admire him manns~
maybe i should consider signing on uh? haha!
and James! wo de hao FA! he's back from Tioman.
hearing his underwater experience. woahmygod! i wanna try too!
havent try snookling/ scuba diving before.
i really wanna go overseas nuhh~ ):
anyway, thanks Irving, wo de hao FA for organising it neh! :D

and yupps. yesterday didn't really sleep well.
in fact i'm having insomia or rather too engross in thinking.
blahs~ things will be fine i guess.

i guess life would be better in school.
there're things for me to do and get my brain engine started.
so i wouldn't care so much and get myself in unnecessary dilema.

but oh well.
life is life.
things do go haywired.

i'm hungry.
can't wait for monday!
mummy bringing us to gai gai! (:

I've accelerated. what about you?

Friday, October 1, 2010 2:02 AM

As i've promised, here's my accelerated experience.
but before that. let me talk slightly about today ya.

today is IITSC TBC - Team Bonding Camp.
and i've give it a skip.
cos of Sean. i'm not blaming him neither will i regret making this choice.
though after hearing Jacqueline talking about how they enjoyeddd!
but howell~ no point getting sad over it also.
cos i've already missed the fun.
but you guys, gotta super enjoy ya! :DDD

and, just finish preparing maths and synthesis for Sean.
play bejeweled half way. cos i'm kinda bored. =s
and cooked pan fried spagethi today! YUMMY~
and yes. this morning's thunder was frightening!
it went KERHHHBAHHBOOMB! );
and i'm all alone.
but i've got teoyore. my super beloved softtoy.
okay. i'm sounding more and more like a lonely child.

so, OKAYY! Get ready to get acceleratedd! :D
Thanks to Ms Peggy who registered for us!
we get to attend the Accelerate conference.
the ticket cost like 300 plus uh!
and, shy to say, it's my first time attending a conference! heh!
and i've benefited so much and it's really an eye opener for me.
and the topics shared are not only related to our course. there're also some life principles to learn from. and definitely, how IT can make a difference to people's life. in terms of lifestyle and education!
and the IT world is not only that big. it's MORE THAN ENORMOUS!
and though most* of the parts are quite chim, i still somehow getta catch some parts here and there uh. most important is to understand it as a whole.


this is the "entry card". it's kinda cool~


HOHO! LUNCH! (X

THE PRAWN IS YUMMEH~

HEH! AIN!

DANEEE!

CREAM + PUDDING = ? == YUMMEH~


woah! i tell u, this is super delicious!
;p

HOHO! IT'S US!

UH HARH! WE MET THE FARMVILLE CREATOR! :D
All Thanks to Renga! :D

the charming Research Scientist.

there're alot of keypointers that the speakers have brought up, which are worth thinking about.
i will sum up by saying, the conference is NOT FUN but Engaging.
but the next question is, how much have we absorbed.
learning hci myself, admire the asus speaker who had manage to evoke emotional aspect.
something that i did not learn i class.
and with that, i've realised that..
learning is really way beyond the four walls and a pretty/handsome lecturer.
how intelligent you are, is not by how well you perform in class (as in that's not enough).
it's not about how smart your parents are, that you've got it in your genes.
it's about you. how willing are you to learn.
and, next, are games all about reward system?
and. hoho! after every talk, there'll questions and answers.
i personally like this part as you get to hear different point of views.
and i must say that, in order to grow and learn, we need to consider people's view.
looking at how another disagree and yet, them, standing firm with their stand.
*hew~
impressive.
and of course, i admire their confidence!
more for me to learn~ :D
thank you accelerate 2010.
and yes!
time for me to get at least an android phone.