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RINA TEO
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dont lie.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 12:10 AM

finally finish the drama.
ending is not what i've expected.
i EXPECTED MORE!

found out some things about sean today.
upsetting i should say.
he lied.
but his lie is not revealed by my mum and dad yet.
what's worst is.. they were testing himm.
and once u lie.
u need to create another lie to cover the first lie you have lied.

his problem. kinda make me remind myself.
it's not deejavu. but, it's exactly the same thing.
what sean lied about is hiding of his results.
he failed him english by 3 marks.
me, mum and dad asked him if he took back his paper.
he said no. (* when u lie, pls blink your eye.)
obviously, i believed him.
now i know how it felt a few years back when i lied to mum and dad.

things will get worst i think.
dad might spank him for i dont know how?
but, first i think i can understand why sean lied.

for me, a few years back. i decided to lie about the results is because, i know mum and dad pinn high hopes on me. if i were to let them know i failed, they will sure be damn upset and disappointed. so we thought by lying, will make the situation better, which obviously won't.
but children thinking is as naive as anything. and you know, that decision took me loads of courage.

sigh~

for me, because of this incident.. i've learnt not to lie. and strive harder to work and achieve the best of everything. it is then why, i expected good results for myself till then. and obviously, now lying is a difficult task for me.
cos i know of the consequence.

every one lie makes up the other lie.
so, if you're lying, stop all at once.
it will not solve the problem but add in more pain.

sean, i hinted you.
you denied. your deny prevents me from helping you.
i hope you know what to do.
takecare.